Friday, January 16, 2009

Migraines Headaches

It does not fail at least one week out of the month I suffer from migraine headaches. It has gotten so bad that one time I had to go to the emergency room because I thought I was having a stroke or a brain aneurysm. However it turn out to be nothing but a migraine. No matter what I take nothing seems to work. I mean I pop at least 6 Advil, 4 goodies packets, vinegar anything and every thing but nothing seems to work. So lately a been noticing that a lot of women suffer from it and they are all in the same boat as me. Nothing seems to work we all just have to live with this pain. If you suffer from migraines and have found a way to heal yourself please let a sista know before a jump off a bridge.


Thursday, January 1, 2009

Feeling Violent

Today as I was bathing, I suddenly felt like I wanted to slap the shit out of a few people. I also realized that I get looked over entirely to much and I'm not maximizing my opportunities. I hate working for people. I can not wait on the what if. I have to go with the now. I'm way more of what I been living and I'm about to be on some fuck you pay me when it comes to my jobs and how I make money.

Which brings me to the number 9 and what to expect for the new year.

THE NUMBER OF FINALITY OR JUDGMENT,The number nine means Harvest, Fruitfulness & Fruition For judgment is committed unto Jesus as "the Son of man" (John 5:27; Acts 17:31). It marks the completeness, the end and issue of all things as to man-the judgment of man and all his works.

The number 9 relating to a balanced numerological personality or cyclical timing energy is most often associated with tolerance, generosity, forgiveness,passion, creative energy, success, romance, benevolence, and a deep love of life.
9 energy flows like water and is reflective of universal love. Like all numbers, it also has an over-balanced side including energies such as hedonism, resentment, dejection, hostility,lack of integrity, prejudice, self-centeredness, and emotional volatility.
Under-balanced 9 energy includes such things as a hazy disposition, life as a drifter, an overly-detached disposition, apathy, confusion, impracticality, and submission.

The spiritual meaning of number Nine bring us to the very height of vibrational frequencies in this number sequence. Nine represents attainment, satisfaction, accomplishment, and our success to achieve an influence in our circumstances. The spiritual meaning of number Nine deals with intellectual power, inventiveness, influence over situations and things. Nine beseeches us to recognize our own internal attributes, and extend these abilities out into the world to make a positive, influential difference.